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Every year, fellow blogger Sheila at Book Journey put out a prompt for bloggers and bookish people to share their first book of the year. I didn’t get around to sharing my first reads in Sheila’s post, but I did want to write about them here because there were both books that made me think a lot (some good thoughts, and some bad!).

Future Home of the Living God by Louise Erdrich

The world as we know it is ending. Evolution has reversed itself, affecting every living creature on earth. Twenty-six-year-old Cedar Hawk Songmaker, adopted daughter of a pair of big-hearted, open-minded Minneapolis liberals, is as disturbed and uncertain as the rest of America around her. But for Cedar, this change is profound and deeply personal. She is four months pregnant. Though she wants to tell the adoptive parents who raised her from infancy, Cedar first feels compelled to find her birth mother, Mary Potts, an Ojibwe living on the reservation, to understand both her and her baby’s origins.

Louise Erdrich is one of my favorite writers, and I love books on dystopian worlds, so I had high expectations for my first fiction book, Future Home of the Living God. I was hoping it would be somewhere between The Handmaid’s Tale and The Round House, bringing together elements of feminist dystopia and the particular challenges facing modern Native American communities. While the things I’ve loved in Erdrich’s other books – a page-turning plot and beautiful writing – were still there, I felt like the novel struggled to find a point of view and bring together the strands of the story in a satisfying way.

For the most part I enjoyed Cedar as a narrator, but I didn’t find a 26-year-old girls musings on Catholic theology to be very interesting… and there are kind of a lot of them in the book. An early section of the book where Cedar goes to visit her birth mother in order to find out more about the genetic issues her baby might have felt rushed and incomplete. I also felt like Erdrich didn’t settle on how to handle the dystopian elements of the story. In parts it felt like things were explained too much, and in other parts too little, and so in the end it just didn’t work very well. I’m disappointed that a book I was hoping would be excellent ended up being just fine… but I suppose things can only go up from here!

Big Magic by Elizabeth Gilbert

Readers of all ages and walks of life have drawn inspiration and empowerment from Elizabeth Gilbert’s books for years. Now this beloved author digs deep into her own generative process to share her wisdom and unique perspective about creativity. With profound empathy and radiant generosity, she offers potent insights into the mysterious nature of inspiration. She asks us to embrace our curiosity and let go of needless suffering. She shows us how to tackle what we most love, and how to face down what we most fear. She discusses the attitudes, approaches, and habits we need in order to live our most creative lives. Balancing between soulful spirituality and cheerful pragmatism, Gilbert encourages us to uncover the “strange jewels” that are hidden within each of us.

My first nonfiction book of the year was Big Magic by Elizabeth Gilbert, a book about the challenges and joys of pursuing a creative life. This book called to me because of where I’m at in my own life – trying to return to blogging, a creative pursuit that I love, and just starting out with watercolor painting, a creative pursuit that is completely and utterly new. I want creativity, exploration, and play to be a big part of 2018, so this book felt like it would give me the pep talk I need to get started.

Initially, I was worried the book was going to be a little bit too squishy for me. Gilbert writes about creativity and inspiration as these sort of divine interventions of the universe, which just felt a little silly. But as I got into the book, I started to appreciate that behind the belief in inspired creativity, Gilbert has a lot of specific advice about cultivating diligent and joyful work habits that foster the space needed to be creative in any pursuit. She writes about fear and courage and permission and freedom in ways that I hadn’t thought about before, and challenges a lot of the ideas people have about what it means to make creative pursuit part of your life. I loved it.

After finishing those two books I felt a little bit adrift. Right now I’m reading a couple of new January releases — The Immortalists by Chloe Benjamin (fiction) and The Milk Lady of Bangalore by Shoba Narayan (nonfiction). I’m not far in either, but so far so good!

What books are on your plate for January? What book did you choose for your first book of the year? Any special significance to that choice?

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Last year, I was not in a position to set any goals… my life was in shambles, I was grieving, and I was fighting this overwhelming feeling that goals and plans are pointless because the world can just kick you in the face at any moment.

This year, things are different. I am still working on my relationship with grief, but my personal and professional lives are in what appears to be a more stable place. As the end of the year approached, I actually felt excited about the idea of setting goals and trying to achieve them… and that felt really good too.

Without further ado, here are some of the reading and blogging goals I’ve set for 2018.

Read 84 books (average of 7 per month)

For many years, my reading pace was around 100 books per year. I have no idea if that number is sustainable anymore, but I’d like to keep trying. My 2018 goal, 84 books, is a stretch based on what I read in 2017 (78 books), but not impossible.

Listen to 12 audiobooks

I don’t have a long commute, but 25 minutes in either direction each day adds up. I’d love to get through one audiobook every month in 2018.

Pay attention to diversity and gender in my reading.

In 2017, 33 percent of the books I read were written by people of color, and 70 percent were written by women. That’s where I want to be, so I want to keep it up in 2018.

Complete Book Riot’s 2018 Read Harder Challenge

I’ve tried this challenge a few times, with more and less success. I’m hoping 2018 is the year I”ll actually finish it!

Publish 52 blog posts

One area of my life I felt like I struggled with in 2017 was my writing. I did some good work – publishing a nonfiction newsletter for Book Riot (sign up here!) and completing my 100 Days of Books Instagram project this spring – but this space really felt neglected.

Now that I’m feeling more settled at work and at home, I’m hoping 2018 is the year I can figure out what kind of routine I need to make blogging a regular part of my life again. In 2018, this blog will turn 10 years old. I honestly don’t know what the future holds, but I don’t want to make decisions about what happens to this space without giving it some regular attention. The goal is to publish one post every week to see what that shows me.

Only buy books from bookstores

Now that I’m living back in a major metropolitan area (and not in a rural, prairie town), I have no excuse for how often I buy books online. Online shopping means that I buy way more than I have time to read, and pre-order books on a whim that I’m less interested in when they finally arrive. In an effort to be more present and read based on my mood and immediate interests, I’m going to try only buying books from bookstores and see what happens.

None of those are huge, but they’re written down and actionable and I feel good about that. In a couple of weeks I hope to share about my other big decision for the year, my 2017 One Little Word, which I think I have chosen but need to flesh out a little bit more. Last year was a hard one for a lot of people for a lot of reasons, but I really feel like 2018 is going to better.

What goals and resolutions and words are on your mind for your bookish life in 2018?

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My 10 Favorite Books of 2017

It’s the last day of the year, and I want to share some of my favorite books from 2017!

Despite my reading coming at a slower pace than in the past, I feel pretty satisfied with all of the books I’ve read over the last 12 months. I finished 78 books, which amounts to 22,928 pages and 28.5 hours on audio. About 33 percent of the books I read were written by people of color, and around 70 percent were written by women. In a shift from the way I used to read, the books I finished this year were skewed towards fiction (58 percent) rather than nonfiction (42 percent). I’d like to swing that trend in the other direction in 2018, but we’ll see what happens.

But, enough with the stats! I’m sure you just want to hear about the books. In no particular order, here are my top five favorite fiction and top five favorite nonfiction books of the year (with some honorable mentions somewhere in the middle).

A Darker Shade of Magic by V.E. Schwab

I kicked off my reading year with the first book in V.E. Schwab’s Shades of Magic Trilogy. The series is set in a world where parallel versions of London – some with magic, and some without – sit on top of each other. Kell is a magician with the rare ability to travel between worlds, which he does officially as an ambassador from Red London, and unofficially as a smuggler sharing glimpses of other worlds to those who can’t travel. During one visit to Grey London, a world without magic, Kell meets Delilah Bard, a common thief with uncommon abilities. As the trilogy continues, the world expands to include an eclectic, dangerous cast of characters that I adored. I can’t wait to read more from Schwab.

Difficult Women by Roxane Gay

Roxane Gay is one of the smartest writers out there, and I was totally floored by her short story collection. The women at the center of each of these stories are fierce and funny and real, put in impossible situations yet making their way through them. I loved how unique and focused each voice was – these women speak on some universal issues, but each from a specific place and a specific personality. This collection is just on fire.

 

Little Fires Everywhere by Celeste Ng

I knew that I was going to love Little Fires Everywhere from the first line: “Everyone in Shaker Heights was talking about it that summer: how Isabelle, the last of the Richardson children, had finally gone around the bend and burned the house down.” The book follows two families led by two very different women, and how the collision between respectability and creativity can affect families and communities. Along with compelling characters, the politics of race and class in this book were super interesting to me.

What It Means When A Man Falls From the Sky by Lesley Nneka Arimah

More short stories! This debut collection “explores the ties that bind parents and children, husbands and wives, lovers and friends to one another and to the places they call home.” I loved that every story in this book, and was impressed with the way that each one felt like it was pushing in the direction of a different genre. After reading it, I can’t even predict what kind of novel Arimah might write, just that it would be feminist, sharp, and subversive in all the best ways.

Home Fire by Kamila Shamsie

I’m rounding out this list with Home Fire because it had, hands down, one of the most surprising and affecting endings of any book I read this year. The novel follows three siblings, and explores what happens when one of them, Parvaiz, follows in the footsteps of his jihadist father and joins ISIS. His oldest sister, Isma, returns from studying in the United States to try and help through official channels. His twin sister, Aneeka, works in her own way, trying to prove that Parvaiz isn’t terrorist. Each section of the book focuses on a different character, creating this kaleidoscope effect that comes together brilliantly. This book is a stunner.

And a few honorable mentions for other fiction I read and enjoyed a lot this year: Perfect Little World by Kevin Wilson, In the Language of Miracles by Rajia Hassib, Uprooted by Naomi Novik and Wonder Woman: Warbringer by Leigh Bardugo.

Option B by Sheryl Sandberg and Adam Grant

I wouldn’t necessarily call Option B my favorite book of the year, but it’s certainly the book that had the biggest impact on me given the major challenges in my life since 2016 (widowhood and six months of unemployment). In the book, Sandberg and Grant explore “facing adversity, building resilience and finding joy” after significant loss and setbacks. The book alternates between Sandberg’s memoir of losing her husband, David, unexpectedly, and what current research says about human resilience. Given that so much of my last year has been taken up by this very topic – surviving loss and rediscovering the things that make life joyful – my love for this book is very much a matter of right place, right time, but I still think it’s an excellent book.

One Day We’ll All Be Dead and None of This Will Matter by Scaachi Koul

I blurbed this book for Book Riot’s Best Books of 2017 collection, so I’m going to cheat a little bit and rehash what I wrote there, This debut essay collection is about “growing up the daughter of Indian immigrants in western culture, addressing sexism, stereotypes, and the universal miseries of life.” Koul is great at moving easily between funny and poignant moments. The stories about her parents contain a fair amount of frustration, but she always writes about them with a sense of generosity. Chapters are punctuated with brief email exchanges between Koul and her father that are succinct, funny, and give some depth to the last (and best) essay in the book, about the consequences Koul faced telling her parents about her long term relationship with a white man.

The Glass Castle by Jeannette Walls

I finally got around to reading this memoir, and I am so glad I did. In the book, Walls writes about her non-traditional, poverty-stricken upbringing by parents who could be loving, spontaneous, neglectful, and abusive in many of the same moments. Despite the obviously terrible circumstances of her upbringing, Walls writes about her family with a lot of love and tenderness, and brings an adult perspective to her parents that I think is an important part of making the book seem less bitter than it could have been. It’s a remarkable piece of work that’s earned accolades.

Portage by Sue Leaf

This is, perhaps, the most unexpected great book of my reading year. I picked up this memoir while on a trip to the North Shore of Minnesota and absolutely devoured it. Leaf writes about her family’s experiences as canoeists, beginning with early trips to the Boundary Waters with her husband and ending with local river excursions with her grown children and their families. It’s a fascinating book about nature, wild places, relationships, and lessons we can learn when we let ourselves explore somewhere new. I totally loved it and have gushed about it pretty constantly ever since.

The Family Gene by Joselin Linder

I love good medical mystery nonfiction, and this book certainly did not disappoint. For years, members of Linder’s family have come down with a deadly illness that doctors cannot explain. As Linder struggled to understand her own version of the illness – a blocked liver, swollen legs, and a heart murmur – researchers she spoke with suggested that the illness haunting her family may actually be a private genetic mutation. In the book, Linder explores her family’s medical history, the development of gene science, and what it’s like to be a young woman with a potentially fatal mutation making choices that would affect generations to come. I was gripped by this book from the first page, and will be recommending it often.

And finally, my nonfiction honorable mentions. All of these books were excellent too: Cork Dork by Briana Bosker, Dark Money by Jane Mayer, Evicted by Matthew Desmond, Wedding Toasts I’ll Never Give by Ada Calhoun, What Happened by Hillary Clinton, Reset by Ellen Pao, and Killers of the Flower Moon by David Grann.

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Currently | Jobs, Parties, and Painting

Around Here | It’s a lazy Sunday morning here in Minnesota. My sister and I hosted a holiday party with a boozy hot chocolate bar last night, so we’re all moving a little bit slowly this morning.

Reading | It’s 10 days into December and I haven’t finished a book! I got sucked into read a book on Edward VIII, his abdication, and how he was basically a Nazi. It was interesting, but I also think my patience with stories about mediocre white dudes dealing with problems of their own making is low, which made it hard to pick up. So, I’ll be sending that on back to the library and digging into two books that fit my mood better — This Book is Overdue! by Marilyn Johnson and Alias Grace by Margaret Atwood.

Watching | On the whole, it’s been a good fall tv season. I’ve continued to love The Good PlaceBrooklyn Nine-Nine, black-ish, and Speechless. And a couple of new shows — The Mayor and Ghosted — have made their way into our rotation. However, the highlight of this season has been The Big Family Cooking Showdown, a cooking show with some of the same DNA as The Great British Baking Show. It’s been a delight to watch after a long day.

Listening | Our party playlist last night was Spotify’s Christmas Pop list, which was pretty delightful.

Feeling | There’s this billboard on the highway on my drive to work — “FURY. Now Hiring All Positions.” It’s for an auto dealership, but it pretty well sums up how I’m feeling about being a woman in the world right now.

Loving | For the last month, my sister and I have been doing a community education class on beginning watercolor painting. I’ve been having so much fun with it. I’ve never been an artist, but there’s something really meditative about the process that I’m enjoying.

Loving II | My new job, as social media specialist for a county library system, is so great. I like my coworkers, the work is challenging, and the pace of the job feels more manageable. It took awhile to find, but every day I’m more confident this is where I was supposed to end up.

Pondering | As the year comes to a close, I’ve started thinking about what my One Little Word will be for next year. I didn’t do much publicly with my word (joy) this year, but it’s often been on my mind and part of what I tried to explore during my job search. I have a few ideas for 2018, but I want to sit with them more to see what feels right.

Happy Sunday, everyone! What are you reading today?

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And it’s December! Just like that, 2017 is coming to a close and we’re starting to look to 2018. For me, this year has really been a prime example of the idea that the days are long, but the years are short. November was an especially busy month for me. I just looked at my calendar, and in addition to the first month at a new job and co-hosting Nonfiction November, I also had event/plans for 18 of the 30 days of the month — that’s a lot for an introvert like me!

All that to say, my reading in November was significantly slower than it was in October. Here’s what I finished:

  • The Return by Hisham Matar –– Memoir about a man returning to Libya after begin exiled as a child, seeking information about his father who was likely killed in a Libyan prison.
  • Bluebird, Bluebird by Attica Locke — Mystery about a black Texas Ranger who finds himself in the middle of investigating the racially charged murders of a black man and a white woman in a remote Texas town.
  • The Strange Last Voyage of Donald Crowhurst by Nicholas Tomalin and Ron Hall — A reprint of a 1971 book investigating the disappearance/death of a man who fraudulently claimed he completed a solo trip sailing around the world.
  • Murder on the Orient Express by Agatha Christie — Hercule Poirot investigates a murder… on the train the Orient Express.
  • Gather the Daughters by Jennie Melamed — A cult-like community is shaken after the tween and teens girls of the island stage a rebellion against the customs and predatory behavior  they’ve been taught are part of their culture.

I’m really happy with the books I read this month, even though I didn’t finish as many as I hoped I would given the long Thanksgiving weekend. My reading pace was pretty high early in the month, but then I got slowed down with War and Turpentine by Stefan Hertmans, which I still haven’t finished! It’s obviously well-done, but the story — a man writing the story of his grandfather based on his grandfather’s diaries — just isn’t one that I find very interesting right now… so it’s going slowly. It’s amazing all the things you can find to do besides read when the book you’re in the middle of isn’t engaging in the moment!

Still, I can’t complain about the books I did finish. The Return and The Strange Last Voyage of Donald Crowhurst were both very good examples of narrative nonfiction, and I adored both Bluebird, Bluebird and Gather the Daughters. Please, give me all the books you can find about white dudes getting their comeuppance and girls rebelling against terrible men — that’s pretty much all I want to read right now. Truthfully, I wasn’t as enamored with Murder on the Orient Express as I hoped to be… I found Hercule Poirot to be a a difficult character to really get behind.

A Look to December

I am not sure what is on my plate for December. I don’t have nearly as many things on my calendar, which I hope will give me some more space for reading and relaxing. We’ll also be up at my parents’ cabin over Christmas, which promises to bring a lot of reading time too. Given my current frustration at the state of the world, I think I am going to just lean into books written by women about women’s experiences in the world. Some options include:

  • Alias Grace by Margaret Atwood — Seeing the series pop up on Netflix made me want to finally pick this one up.
  • A Secret Sisterhood by Emily Midorikawa and Emma Claire Sweeney — I’m excited to read a bit about the friendships that help sustain and inspire some of the world’s best female writers.
  • Three Daughters of Eve by Elif Shafak — I picked this novel, a story set on one night in contemporary Istanbul, up at BookExpo and finally am going to try to read it.
  • This is the Story of A Happy Marriage by Ann Pachett — I’ve been slowly reading the essays in this one, which I think I can finish up this month.
  • Future Home of the Living God by Louise Erdrich — I’m reading this for one of my book clubs. I can’t wait to see how Erdrich does science fiction.
  • Her Body and Other Parties by Carmen Maria Machado — I am all in for feminist, fantastical short stories.

And that’s what has my attention for the moment. Who knows what it will actually be by the end of the month! I hope you all have a great December — what books are you excited to read this month?

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